Sorry to hear you feel down. Remember that everything in life ebbs and flows. I'm in a state of flux myself and whenever I feel bad, I get resourceful.

I don't know your work history etc. or if you're on disability. But, every city in the U.S. has what's called a Workforce Center, which offers free job hunting assistance. Ever go to a Workforce Center in your city? Also, your county will have employment counselors that can help you, if you seek financial assistance via food stamps, or emergency financial assistance. There's also a slew of nonprofit agencies built to help people in your situation. There's free counseling centers, free employment help, free financial counseling services too. You don't need a magic wand, just an internet connection. That information is at your finger tips. I hope this helps.