You know the sad thing, since I have been on my meds it is like I have been transported back to the days of my childhood. I was a very happy go lucky kid and had fun all the time. The problem is I went so long being depressed that the friends I had no longer are there because I pushed them away. I have one friend that I am close to and he is still there for me. I am that kid dragon that everyone wants to be around again, but no one does. I guess if I was really not feeling well this would cause me to get back into that old habit of pouting about things. I am able to express my feelings much better than before and I do get a little emotional at times, but that is who I am (or was and is now). I was always a very caring child and made sure that my friends were happy. Is there any hope of rekindling those old relationships and mending them? And if so HOW?