i understand... well, its smart to be careful who you trust, but i i think its important to find someone...

i kep my thoughts and feelings bottled up, and believe me, not healthy...

but its good you can come here to tell how you feel and getting it out..

what i didnt know then, is that some of my friends felt exactly like i did but, for some of the same reasons as i, chose not to say anything.. wish they had