the pain you must feel....

im sorry it must be surreal...

wishing something i could do...

something to help calm and soothe you...

inside of us we feel the pain....

it hurts in more places than just the brain...

crying waiting sitting outside in the rain...

tears leaking scars reminding us of once blood stains...

healing is painful in many ways...

sometimes wishing we were dead many days...

pushing onward we must face all the aches...

even swimming in blood filled lakes...

remembering those who brought us this far...

their memories strength giving us a guiding star...

always remembering who they are...

their guidance will never be very far...
im sorry... im sorry...
he will never be very far from you...

my beliefs are very mixed up... but one core belief i have is that within the universe no energy is ever lost... so as one passes on, energy is just moved over... to where?
i've yet to figure it out...

warm embraces... stay safe... know he is not far... the universe is not as big as they want us to believe in my opinion...