When I was a kid we entertained ourselves until the street lights came on. Now parents must schedule every minutes or suffer in guilt and agony. Be kind to yourself Jacky, kids are resilient.

I'm still battling my monthly. It's horrible. Sleeping non stop, sweating, feverish and in pain. And the good news is, I get to do this all over again next month. Uggg. My doctors are working to get me some relief on this so hopefully next month that will be in place. I'm better than I was on birth control though....I was actively suicidal on that and at least now it's just ruminating thoughts of euthanasia. Hopefully it won't come to that and they can fix this.

Sending positive thoughts to everyone. I'm not religious but I watched a movie called The Shack and was very moved by it. It's a Christian movie but I think most people, Christian or not could get something from it. Very sad, beautiful, uplifting and moving.