its no secret that i have trust issues here on PC.......... i only let a few people close, that way i don't get hurt............ (like i was before)
when i first came to PC , many years ago.......i was trusting and that got me caught up in site politics.... i wont let that happen again.
but i have been reading lately about abuse on PC.......... and i have read quotes like, sometimes those who were abused , become the abuser........
it maybe just me, but that quote triggers me so much........... i was abused when i was younger and i live with that scar every day. ... . . . but those who know what is going on in my life just now, i hope can see why i am getting triggered........ or am i just paranoid......

if this is the wrong thread , im sorry and feel free to move or even delete

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