Thanks again to everyone who replied to me.

If I trust my intuition, I feel the gift I made is appropriate and will make my t happy. I also feel, I want to let her know how I feel about her and what she taught me and how I have grown in those 4 years with her help. Those are all things I put in that jar. What I appreciate about our relationship and other things.

I feel it's right to give it to her. And I am not ashamed confessing my feelings to her. I just felt a little discouraged when I read some of the replies. I thought my gift is not appropriate and is too much. Because I really don't want her to feel smothered by my gift. I don't know. I'm still thinking about it and am not entirely sure if I will give it to her or not.