We were together for about one year and half. It was pretty hard to make it work out and it almost did not work out well. I felt he was the one and still think so even if months have gone by since I decided to break up with him. I am temporarily living abroad and he suffers from BPD. Plus, he would not do any effort to make it work out between us. The fact is he did not even tried to get me back, not even a word after all this time. I have had the worst time in my life (not only because of our breaking up). I did all I possibly could to be with him but I could not bear it anymore. I do not want to be without him for I still love him but I know I have to leave him alone. I did contact him after four months or so, just because I needed to tell him I missed him so much and he would not even care. I am so heartbroken just like when it was just one day without him. I know I have to let him go but it just breaks my heart to realise that he does not love me anymore or ever did.