Of course it's soothing - that's why we keep doing it. The only problem, is it doesn't really deal with the underlying feelings - just makes them go away for a while & has some potentially nasty side effects like the risk of infection and scarring.
I haven't cut in over 6 months though I want to every day because I'm finally learning to deal with emotions, even when they suck and are overwhelming.
You don't have to always hurt yourself to feel better.
--splitimage
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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