so maybe you're just not ready to quit yet. i don't think that would be such a terrible thing. i'm not remotely interested in quitting and i've told my therapist that. we talk about my cutting quite a bit but he has never pressured me to stop.

maybe you should discuss this with your therapist. it could be that he/she believes they're helping you reach a goal you want and they don't know how much trouble you're having with this.

personally, i think being a little scarred is better than being dead.