Kecanoe,
When I was younger (around 8, maybe younger), my parents sent me to a psychiatrist for a certain issue. I was terrified and really didn't want to go, but my dad made me. I hated every minute of it and felt like my answers were always wrong, so I began lying sometimes. during the sessions. I felt like something was horribly wrong with me, and that I was hopeless. Though I know it sounds stupid, was one of the most terrifying times of my life. I began to put on a front, and my parents thought I had gotten better, though I had just gotten better at learning how to hide it. Since then, I've been hiding nearly every issue I have and again, I know it probably sounds stupid but I've been terrified for someone to find out that something's wrong, and I can't bring myself to tell anyone. That's why I was so excited to find this site, so I could talk without anyone knowing who I am. Sorry, i hope I'm not being rude, I was just trying to answer your question. Thank you both for taking the time to reply