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Old May 29, 2017, 05:54 PM
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Always in This Twilight
 
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Dear MC,
I really thought I was OK and content after today's session, but apparently it just took a little time to catch up with me. It's partly what I texted you about, that I'm upset with you for how you handled that topic. It's probably partly that we talked about parenting stuff, which seems to trigger the transference. And you had your glasses off for half the session, which you haven't done in a really long time.

And...did you wink at me after i showed you the cute photo of D on my phone? (Or maybe you had something in your eye.) If you did, I'm sure it was in a paternal way. But I think it reminded me of how that teacher winked at me on occasion. So I'm having like a paternal transference flashback or something. But I'm not putting that in the text because I don't know for sure you were winking.

Maybe I still feel guilty for talking with T about all the boundary stuff...I don't think I can talk about that with you though. Especially if all it might do is mean you'd take stuff away...

Sorry for the text though...I know you're off tomorrow, so who knows if you'll respond anytime soon. And you'll likely just give me an "I'm sorry you feel that way" kind of apology, though as a T, I would hope you would know better than that!
Love,
LT
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