Or maybe it just felt too close and familiar in session today and I'm just going through withdrawal...Like, he took off his glasses for the first half of the session, which he hasn't done in a long time, and it feels like his gaze is more intense then. And I think he winked at me (glasses on!) after I showed him a cute photo of our daughter at her kindergarten graduation on my phone (like as he was handing the phone back to me) I'm sure it was in a paternal way, but that sort of triggered something maybe, I don't know...but I feel like I can't be like, "Did you wink at me?" because he'd probably be like, "Uh, no?" Like maybe he just had something in his eye. Sorry, I'll stop spamming the couch. Just a little nervous waiting to see when/if he replies (I did add a brief text that I was sure there was some transference going on here, but I also knew that didn't make my being upset with him any less legitimate).
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