jacq.....your post made me well up in tears. Not sure why yet cause I'm still looking for a tissue

I have felt this way several times and never said anything to anybody, especially my T. Thought it was me disassociating cause I do that. But, this feels different. It feels like I just get lost in a good way. Peaceful. I always try to remember details. I want them to hold onto and recreate in my mind.

I'm thinking now that they are just really good sessions where I am feeling everything. Mostly...safe.

thanks...............tulips