Thanks for all your replies. ..... I feel like I am pretty open with her particularly so about everything in my past and I'm always willing to go as deep as needs be. I have a pretty vague memory of lots of my childhood and I guess I'm not sure what more I can say about my past really we seem to have talked about it so much at this stage I feel like I am starting to rehash the same things. I've trying to tap into old feelings but finding that very difficult. I guess I'm feeling a bit disillusioned and confused this week especially after the session on Friday.