I'm so lonely because

I only get to see my boyfriend on the weekends.

He's in an AA program.

I don't have talk therapy in my life right now.

I'm too scared to share my insecurities and weaknesses because I don't want the stigma.

I'm depressed because I'm scared about going homeless about having problems with transportation.

I'm worried about security but it's a debilitating anxiety and it hurts.

I know everyone is going to tell me that those things are normal to have on your mind but I can't cope anymore.