One day I remember so vividly my sister and her friend were laying down and at that time I was maybe in Jr High.. and we had these bunk beds so I was standing over them
Leaning towards them I forgot what we we're talking about cause it was so long ago... my sister looks up at me and says "look your nose is crooked!" I didn't know how to react or what to say.. so I said "I know" and that's when it hit me I had no idea what she was saying.. back then I didn't care about my looks cause I was just a "kid" but when she said that I went into my restroom and looked at myself and realized how crooked my nose was and I cried so much! I cried about it all the time I asked my Mom what happened to me she said "I don't know you were born that way" I fell to the floor so hard my life changed so much knowing that my face is deformed... I feel ugly all the time I can't take pictures without feeling disgusted... if you want to know how I look I look like I had a cleft palate or cleft lip but with no surgery!!! How can that be?! I'm so confused I'm just deformed ��
i went to school ashamed of myself because of the way I look. I made friends and some I still talk...but the pain will always be there! I've never been confident in my life... I remember feeling so ugly I didn't make the right friends I didn't graduate cause I was poor growing up that I needed glasses and was to shy to sit in the front to see the board cause I dressed in the wrong clothes ripped shoes and clothes... just so much more I went through
Edit: I was born deformed no surgery no opening in my mouth or anything...