I don't know how to help on relationships. All I know is that there's no right or wrong in relationships. Just what works for you. You deserve all the love you can get and sometimes it's better to be on your own than in a bad relationship. I agree with the advice to see a good psychologist. You'd see a doctor if you're sick, won't you? I also think you need someone who can reassure you. Not frighten you. It's about what you need, not what's right or wrong. The greatest person ever may not be the right person for you (he may be too popular with women and may be too impatient with your needs). Think about yourself. Do what's best for you.