<font color="purple">I wish I could be as forgiving as you, even though I'm an open heart for the vast majority of people, I'm still pretty bitter over the treatment I was subjected to as a kid from bullies. I have forgiven one- a girl who was so nasty to me for no apparent reason, because she was bipolar and a side effect of her new meds made her "really mean" but otherwise they all strike me as people who make/made me suffer just because they're twister and take a heck of alot of pleasure from stuff like that. I'm sure they have their reasons for lashing out, but I can't really see them.</font>