((((freewill))))

I hear you and I am listening. I know it is hard to live with DID but it was how we survived what was otherwise not survivable. I question it all the time. At times it is hard for me to accept too, but if I take a step back and see what they did for me and where I came from, it is a little easier to breath. Dear you are being so hard on yourself. DID is not fun. Explaining at times why or what is happening is very difficult. Makes me feel like no one will listen or believe me. But know I understand what you are feeling. It was not fair but it was not your fault. Because of our parts, we are survivors. We are working to put our lives back together and it takes time. It took a long time to hurt, it will take a long time to heal. Be kind to you. Know you have a friend that is right there beside you all the way. Just reach out and take my hand and we will walk this path together encouraging one another along the way. You are not alone. I love you my friend always.

cami