((((Jacq))))..........I understand everything you have said. Due to my online nature, I "lurk" more than actively participate. I guess I spend too much time trying to figure out how to word what I am feeling.

I am finding that just "jumping" in with thoughts & questions here is opening doors to support and sooo much knowledge. I guess so many of us with mental health "issues" are used to keeping the door closed pretty tight on that part of our lives because of reactions & misconceptions from others. Due to this, it's often so surprising & reassuring to me when somebody voices something that really hits home. It feels very good to not always be so alone & afraid that I am "freaky" or something

Anyway, thank you to all of you who are just here & willing to open these doors to me.

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