I just outed an alter in T today

It just came out by accident, I told them about this person, and how dirty they are and how much I hate them and how no one loved them and how they are always trying to hurt us. I don't think anyone could like anything about this person

And then T was like "is it ok that I know about them?"

At first I said yes and then I realized what I'd done, that this alter must have been in charge of me at some point which means that I am all the horrible things it is and what will T think about me now? He must hate me, it's so disgusting.

So I said "no actually, it isn't ok at all hat you know. I'm so upset that I did that" and I cried and he hugged me and told me it was all safe with him. But I don't think he would have done that if I were the other.