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Old May 30, 2017, 04:13 PM
coolbeans82 coolbeans82 is offline
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Originally Posted by Demunie View Post
I agree, it's human nature. Bottling things up is never good, and it's awful how few people actually care how one is feeling.

I'm okay, but feeling hopeless. That's what I actually intended to post when I opened this thread:

"Hi T,
Sorry for today. I feel like there's no amount of support, help and 'positivity' that'll ever help me to get out of this place. That'll help to get me... content? Damn, free of suicidal and SH thoughts would be enough for the moment. But yeah... I could see you daily and it still ain't made any difference, so... Thx for trying. Sorry for being such a disappointment. Such a burden.
"

How are you?

I saw your thread a few minutes ago. Do you want to have our conversation there? I don't want to fill someones thread with unrelated posts
I'm OK but yes the thoughts of suicide can be overwhelming I almost did lastnite I'm sorry you feel that way.I have noone the ones I thought I had were the ones actually telling me to do it.I hate that my life holds no value an that the one I love could care less if I did.I hope you don't let your self do it .YOU ARE WORTH SOMETHING I PROMISE...anyway I wanna self harm to just to know I'm not dead already i know how you feel she's actually doing it now an I can't control myself from crying uncontrollably I'm sorry I hope it gets better for you
Hugs from:
Elio