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Old May 30, 2017, 04:17 PM
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Originally Posted by coolbeans82 View Post
I'm OK but yes the thoughts of suicide can be overwhelming I almost did lastnite I'm sorry you feel that way.I have noone the ones I thought I had were the ones actually telling me to do it.I hate that my life holds no value an that the one I love could care less if I did.I hope you don't let your self do it .YOU ARE WORTH SOMETHING I PROMISE...anyway I wanna self harm to just to know I'm not dead already i know how you feel she's actually doing it now an I can't control myself from crying uncontrollably I'm sorry I hope it gets better for you


Sorry you're experiencing that too. I'm glad you didn't do it last night and I hope you won't in the future. Did someone actually tell you to kill yourself? Every life holds value. Also yours. You're not dead, I couldn't write with you otherwise, could I? Are there skills you could use? Totally understand the urge though... crying can be relieving sometimes *hands over tissues*
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