How can I be saved I just hope an pray it gets better for anyone who's out there feeling this way....im done its so bad I can't even check the phone to read her texts why its gonna be nothing but a kill myself buffet....I'm sorry it's fine people can keep the mind games for someone who can handle it sad thing is fhey all know....her the most...so break me down if it makes them feel right so be it....the world doesn't need another thought from me going off line an off technology for a while thanks everyone who isnt patronizing me....that's what I'm always gonna think online so I'm gonna go for awhile sorry ...probably gonna just eat some pills an watch TV if it will eveb work take care