I'm in the same boat Kaika. I know I should forgive, and I try to, but these people are still in my head. They tortured me, physically and verbally. So moonlite, I connected with so much of what you wrote but in the end it just left me jealous. I hope to one day get to that point of forgiveness.
Thanks for sharing that, by the way.
Cyran0
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