just to clarify
i went to the therapist
we talked for nearly 2 hours (or what seemed 2 hours?)
i got there at 10:50 and when i looked at the clock going down the road from leaving the office it was 1 something
we talked about a lot of things
the prognosis is that i am living in a warzone of triggers
i need to leave this home and live on my own before i will ever be able to recover
trapped
but how am i to escape my hell
i cant talk any more about it right now
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