I don't understand any of this why would you go to see a T an not work on your self an why would you not tell him or her how ypu feel like thats what they are there for.....im gonna go cry now cuz I'm so confused on what's going on here ...why does some of this feel like an elaborate hoax....god Plz help me cuz I truly am lost I thought I could just get someone to listen but I give up she wins I'll die now.....I hope everyone can forgive me an I wish everyone to have a happy life ..its gonna be alright