Listen very carefully my friend, I was addict to cocaine for 3 years, it's not a physical addiction it's psychologiquely. I know that cocaine makes you feel like superman but it's an illusion and it cost a lot of money... you can use the 12 steps to stop thinking it's a good idea to use cocaine. As long as you will think it's a good idea to use cocaine you won't be able to stop. How cocaine makes you feel is wow! I know... but this is all an illusion... it cost a lot. my boyfriend as used cocaine so bad that he became epileptique. He was doing several 7 of grams as cocaine and he became handicap for life. Don't wait until that is your case. you will need a therapy to stop with the 12 steps. Cocaine seems wonderful but it's evil. you worth a lot without that ****. you use because of a raison. you have a big empty hole inside your stomac that makes you feel urge to use cocaine. Cocaine is just a symptom of your inhability to deal with life in an appropriate way. the maine probleme is this empty hole you have inside. don't think you have a drug promblem it's not! you probably come from a dysfonctional family where you basic needs where not fullfilled. that creates a big hole in your heart and it's very difficult to live with that hole. You have to start a partnership with a higher power. you will feel that hole with the love of that power. I know it soud weird to read but you are an extraordinary person you don't need cocaine. I was able to stop even if I ****ing use to like it a lot.... Life now, it's so quite and calm. No need to use that ****. do cocaine anonymous it will help you. Talk about you problem to ok ears... don't stay alone with your fears.... I'm here if you need me... always