wanted to self injure last night so extreme of wanting to use bleach to blind myself with this morning i tried to unscrew the bottle of bleach so i gave up my husband was sleeping ...i woke my husband and told him what was going
he said i wasn't to do it or try to do it again ...still feel that am in crisis at the moment am at a mental health drop in i havent told anyone ...my husband dont need the stress of this i feel like everything is my fault i hate myself so much i dont know why i felt like this why i wanted to hurt myself in this way
its nuts