Justy,
i won't tell you what i think or wish you should do at this point. it would add to your anger and frustration, because you've heard it all.
i would like to say...i'm sending you the most powerful wishes of wellness and peace of mind. i know pain, and i recognize pain when i see it. however, i don't know your pain and i won't pretend to. i wish so much for you right now and hope you feel the strength and love we're all sending you...grab it and hold tight.
we care, justy. simple, beautiful, honest care.
kd
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