that is a sad post. it describes myself fully. people need to be educated about mental illness for any of us to go forward. why don't people want to deal with it? what i see is a world of knowledgable people who are happy with themselves and others too. then we can all be happy. but first we have to learn how to deal with others and even the people who don't give a @#$% would be better for themselves also because they would learn new ways to look at others.