Absolutely a nervous wreck today. Trying to channel it into productive things but that's hard too. So unfocused and scattered. Haven't had clonopin in a week and maybe this is a reaction to that. Can't shake the anxiety. Need some reassurance. This is a high trigger time for me. It's the end of the school-year and in the summer I live out-of-state, so those are two major changes at one time. Too much for me under usual circumstances, but more so with the rexulti, which hasn't helped with mania and I'm feeling an episode coming on.
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A lovely combination of bipolar 1, ptsd, anxiety, binge eating disorder, substance abuse, served with a cocktail of
effexor
rexulti
trileptal
lamictal
vistaril
aderall
clonopin

