The other day I found myself looking up the cases of T's in the area that had their license taken away, mostly for inappropriate relationships with clients. I think that, on top of reading a lot of stuff on here recently, is making me nervous about our relationship even though there is nothing to worry about. I'm afraid of emailing you now because I don't want it to become too much even though we have a good understanding of both of our expectations around it. Sometimes I think that I rely on you and think about you too much to the point that it hurts more than helps but that's the only way I can get somewhere with someone, get attached. You keep saying that attachment isn't bad, it's a good thing but that the way it consumes me is the unhealthy part. You do a great job setting and holding your boundaries and I have my own but I don't want to slip up and ruin it.

Maybe I need to take a break from the forums for a bit so I stop worrying so much...I need more to do at work so that I don't get bored now that it's summer. That's what leads me here :/