I saw my pdoc today. He took me off a medication (I was sleeping 2-3 hours a night) and said that besides the underlying depression I have 'situational ' depressions that push me close to the edge. Hhhhmmm. I feel traumatized today from coming so close and am having panic attacks.

I will be ok. I'm headed to Florida Saturday and I plan to relax. I really, really appreciate your support. It meant so much to me.