I saw my pdoc today. He took me off one medication (was sleeping 2-3 hours a night). He said besides the underlying depression is 'situational ' depression that is driving me to the edge. Uuummm okay. I feel traumatized from coming so close and am having panic attacks.

I will be ok. I'm headed to Florida Saturday and plan on totally relaxing. Thank you for your support. It meant so much to me.