I saw my pdoc today. He took me off Abilify (I was sleeping 2-3 hours a night). He said aside from the bipolar depression, I'm having 'situational' depressions that are pushing me to the edge. Uuuhhh okay. Today I just feel traumatized from coming so close and am having panic attacks.

I will be ok. I'll head off to Florida and relax. I really, really appreciate everyone's well wishes. That meant so much to me.