Hello
Always Changing,
I have never gone to a hospital, except to visit my mother, she was in and out quite often.

I am terrified to go, as it means, in my mind I am like my mother.

I am at a breaking point...i am frightened of myself and where my thoughts are taking me

most of my others want to go on, However me and Lacy, have the choice in this matter. I am frightened of mysel... I have always been high functioning. Not being able to work or function makes me feel like a burden tothe world...

I promised I would do nothing . The 8th is the end of my promise the 10th is the date for action.

I think i am more terrified of going to the hospital verses D ieing

Always Changing or anyone else can you tell me what it was like for your little ones, or yourself... I am terrified