Thanks eskielover for your kind and insightful message at a time like this. 33 years is a long time re a marriage - especially if not a good one! So, hearing from you with such an experience is quite reassuring

I was cautious but it was the way it was done as I mentioned before, that was so humiliating.

I saw another movie just today as the last two days were 'blah' for some reason (I have been trying at a project for my own satisfaction). It turned out to be a coincidence.

It was a movie from 2016. 'The Ticket' - with Dan Stevens. I actually didn't know what it was about it. I just was 'out of it', unable to focus and nothing was working out so I put on a movie. It turned out to be a little similar! Another jerk ...

You mentioned peace in your post and you are absolutely right! The peace is most welcoming! I didn't even realize it, but it is wonderful.

Thanks again for taking the time to write. It is the good things that I keep with me, including messages like you own to move forward.

Best to you in your own life as well!