I am going to my hometown this summer. Everytime I go there,I seem to have some shame inside me and try not to go out. I don't want to talk to people who I had seen growing up.
I am doing well in life compared to the people there and should be more than glad to be out and about . I feel some sadness and try to hide out at my house. I don't want to keep in touch with any of my old friends. I am not a vain person. I just feel blah when I go there. I don't feel proud as my parents do about me. They want to show me off and I'm so sad and moody whenever I'm there. I can't figure out why.