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Old Jun 01, 2017, 12:11 AM
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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2 View Post
The psych ward I was at is nothing like an ER hospital....it was just kicked back and slow paced.... very calming. I'm sorry but your mother....but like I'm not my parent...and you aren't yours. To tell you the truth....we felt safe.

You are correct I am not my mother....unfortunately i am a product of her and her genetics. I did not know I had DID until my early 30s when I was dx'd. My mother made a private journal. She made a copy of this journal, and wrote me a letter I 1998 to go with the copy of the journal. Back when they first found out about my DID.... I got the copy and letter hand delivered to me lady July.

..when I opened it a read it....things became so crystal clear, the mother who could be almost perfect one minute and the next minute chasing me around with a telling me I dispossessed by an evil demon that he must cast out.
.i was 5 the first time I saw my mother go through an exorcision.... The package had a no e letter explaing about her others were demons cast out of her that did help some but not all her erratic personality switches. The book went into depth that she had been d's d with DID yearsagi....formely MOD but she was did with it I
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