Thinkmaster, your questions were answered repeatedly.
This is a "Bipolar Forum."
Nothing concerning "Bipolar issues" is going on in your thread.

There are many categories here at PC, some of which are likely more appropriate for you, more helpful to you. "Relationships and communication" is just one I can think of. There are others.

Thanks for posing your original question.
Best wishes as you learn more about yourself and grow personally.

WC