I'm still not feeling well, no surprise given yesterday's news at work. Today I'm going to put in my 4 hours at the cemetery then I have an appointment with my T. I'm so down I don't feel like talking about anything.

Tonight my boys are going to be getting awards for participation in varsity sports. One would be honored for the highest GPA in his class, but the concussion destroyed his academics for over a month. No matter what, I don't want to go. I'm happy for my boys, but I don't want to go to the event.