Dear T,
That thing you said yesterday about how I keep saying I think I'm on the verge of a major breakthrough...and then you said you didn't think so--that really hurt me. Couldn't you have some faith that I know what's going on in my own mind? And the fact that you acted like that revelation I'd had about my dad's best friend dying when I was 2 was nothing...I mean, you almost sounded disgusted when you mentioned it again yesterday, like, how could i possibly think that was important?

Are you just tired of dealing with me? And the fact that I can seem better for a while, but then slip back into anxiety or depression rather than having a direct curve toward growth and improvement? I certainly can't be your only client like that. It's called having mental health issues... I know you would say it's because you're concerned you're not helping me...but maybe you're just frustrated? That your methods aren't working on me like they worked on other clients? That you haven't been able to completely fix me?

I guess I'll wait to see if anything changes after you talk with MC. Though, since you'll likely be retiring soon anyway, probably wouldn't hurt for me to start T-shopping...just to see what's out there. I think I need a different approach.

LT