I don't know how I'm staying stable either lol. last time i did night shift i just never went back to the job because it caused me to be so depressed. just up and left which is not like me (because money!) but I'm keeping it going
(very rocky at first)
I feel like (knock on wood dear lord) I'm in a state of remission. like I can't imagine any "big" episodes in the near future.
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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