I hate doctors and making new appointments and I hate people who can't listen. Everything is so confusing at home and then I go to work and everything is so frustrating. I hate being watched 24/7 and I try to ignore it and just be me but when I see someone take out a camera I want to hide. Backpacks freak me out too. People across the universe can hear my scream. I have to call someone tomorrow and I don't know who or why and I don't even have time.
Just make it stop. Just take me away from here.
I don't even know if I'm still doing well. I think I am, but I just get so angry and confused and I don't even know the difference. Overwhelmed. That's the word.