My "friend" A told me I had signs of diabetes, and today my workshop was on diabetes and I had almost all of the symptoms of diabetes, but I also know the antipsychotics I take and smoking cigarettes also cause these symptoms. Tomorrow I'm going in to rule out diabetes, but I am so afraid to do so. Bipolar is bad enough but being diabetes means I have to give up all the food I love and be constantly monitoring myself and pricking my fingers all the time. I'm more nervous about this than I should be. Support, hugs, and prayers would be nice...