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Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967
This seems to be your first post so welcome. You had such a lovely time with your sister that one incident is not going to take away from that. If you need to....apologize to your sister (I'm sure you already have) and offer to buy her new mattresses. Be honest with her, that since you've been with her you've been happier than you've been in a long time. Please post back and let me know how it goes. I care and I'm here if you need to talk. I know what it's like to contemplate suicide. Don't think that way. You have value, you are worth it. Thinking of you.

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Yes it is my first post, thank-you for the feedback. Unfortunately it's a 1000 mattress so it's hard for me to replace, so I had it professionally cleaned today. It still has warranty on it, so hopefully now that it's been cleaned it can be exchanged. I also bought her new sheets. Even then, she is still not talking to me. I don't know how to approach her when she is angry like this, as she has anger issues and I am very sensitive. I feel if I approach her with my feelings she will rebuff me. I feel extremely anxious and like walking around on eggshells. It's embarrassing for me to talk about with my friends, so I'm feeling extremely isolated and alone. Thank you for listening