Dear CW,

Ever since our session Tuesday I have been struggling with much greater urges to sh.

I haven't done it. I hope they will pass. Whether my newfound fear, that any professional who learns I made a complaint against an amoral and unethical psychiatrist will then treat me differently, possibly to my detriment, will pass is up in the air. My thanks for instilling that idea in me. And they say therapists shouldn't give gifts to clients.

Your memory loss is awfully convenient - it must really help with that therapists forgetting how they can hurt clients thing.

ATAT