My brother is 12... No I dont think we wil lose contact, we've got a strong bond... Even now still, being split up from each other. I do worry about him though.
I overheard our fosters talking to each other a few months ago and they said he wouldnt talk to anyone.. at all. Except when it is to me on the phone, or when he's with me when im visiting him or he's visiting me. He doesnt wanna talk about it though.. not even to me.
I would never let him register here he doesnt need to know more about whats happening to me then he already knows. I dont want him to read all this stuff.
Future... Present is hard enough to focus on.. I dream about this stuf at night, it happens during the day...and the next day too and the next night too and so on and on when is all of this ***** ever going to be over with i dont know how to do it anymore. :S sorry

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